Hello, I need some help..?

I'm a 17 year old virgin who lives with his mother. Drop out from highschool and been to different schools since. I went through different stories of life. I then ended up in a shelter and such. Now that I'm here at the apartment I live in a single bedroom. She get's the bedroom and I got the floor. I do have internet. I don't have friends. I smoke weed and narlboro's (ciggs) and don't drink. I've tried looking for a job but I feel no one will higher me cause of how I write and look. Look for me on Facebook. Um yeah so anyways. I sorta wanna move and **** but can't with no money. I'm sorta scared of life so I hide myself and never go outside. Yeah ask if you need more..